Sunday, May 12, 2013

i just saw your name

i just saw your name as i was typing someone else's in facebook and my heart stopped a little. i think you finally (maybe) unblocked me from your life. too bad you are blocked. too bad as much as i would love to talk to you, to laugh with you again...you fucked up. you did so much wrong to me, to us...that its unforgivable. 
i miss you. every. single. day. 
if you had really wanted this relationship to work you would have done a lot more than just call and text...you would have bought a webcam...you would have made those visits here to see me and to build us. 
whatever. it doesnt really matter. i just wish you well, i wish your family well. i hope you get to live your life to its fullest and not hide behind anything. i just want your happiness, too bad you could give less than a shit about mine. 

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