The end (?)

I try not to think of you anymore. July 31st was the day I spent chatting with you all day & night about various stuff. I had never felt a more solid connection with anyone before in my life. I went to see Creepshow later that night & honestly could not wait to get home and start talking to you again. More than a year it's been since that moment. Schlitterbahn has come as gone. The day I sent you the first pic of me. The next 6 months were the happiest I had ever experienced and we didn't even live in the same state. Come February...all my happiness was gone. You were gone. I am slowly getting my life together. Deleting your voicemails that used to make me laugh & swoon all at the same time. Deleting all your pictures from my computer. I keep them. You never know. I just don't want that constant reminder of you. I have turned your shirts into things that are mine. I am trying to be happy without you. 

The end (?)